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Posted on February 25, 2007 @ 2:35 am
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I was 25 years old the first time I died. It didn't end anything though. Sometimes, I think we live through things only to be able to tell them, to bear witness, to say this happened.
And it wasn't to someone else. It was to me. And I lived despite it. Sometimes I think we live to beat the odds. And sometimes I agree that life can only begin with the knowledge of death. That it can all end, even when you least want it to.
I'm telling you my story because it's the only way I can try to help you, have a better one of your own.
It's scary...and lucky...how much we can forget. Scary because we think the past gives us our bearing, and lucky because in those moments I'm talking about, you realize it doesn't. And it never had to.
I am not a crazy man, even though they mistook me for one. I live in the same world as the rest of you. Only I saw more of it.
And the seeing is the only way you can hear what the truth around you is saying: you can always start believing in things you already stopped believing in. And, while you're alive, it's never too late.
I promise you, no matter how bad the days and things around you look, they look better awake than they do asleep. I can offer you some proof: when you die, there's only one thing you want to have happen...sometimes so badly it comes true, I guess. You want to come back...
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| UPCAT |
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Posted on February 22, 2007 @ 4:12 pm
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Today, I just received a letter from UP (University of the Philippines) stating that I passed there exam! Haha! Although I didn't pass my choice of campus, I still have hopes. Well, because the course I passed is related to the one I really want. . . ;p I know that my dad is not that proud of me (he studied in the main campus and graduated there), I will still do my best to prove to him that I can do better. I'm planning to transfer to UP-Manila after my first semester (That is, if i maintain high grades). Till here for now, I'll just drop by again somtime in March... hehe,
Au Revoir! ^^
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| Nothingness |
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Posted on February 13, 2007 @ 8:10 pm
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(Tagalog) Wahhehe, lalng. . Dito ako sa bahay ni mara, lalng. . laro ame ng chess. Ahihi, 3 checkmate. Ayaw seryosohin. Amp! >.< Anyway, seryoso n "daw" xa. (Seryoso nga ba?! Ahem!) Dapat nga nasa bahay ako ngeon eh, nagpasama pa magpa-burn. FYI, ang lAPIT lang ng com shop sa bahay nila ah, taga 7b pa ako. (Nasa 2a haws nya) Haayss, will do anything for a friend nga naman. ^_^ Anyway, malapet nako matalo. . Later ko na lang update toh ule! Babush! ;p
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| JS Prom |
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Posted on February 12, 2007 @ 11:22 am
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Hi guys. . . Woo! How long has it been since I last logged on here. Hmm, anyways. . Yesterday was my JS Prom and may I add, It will be my last JS Prom, T_T huhu!! It was fun. Hmm, I'll first make a comentary about the cotillion of the Juniors. I don't think the juniors are that interested in dancing. Know why? Ofcourse not, why should you know. Harhar. ANyway, they dance like dead people. They are not even synchronized. And look on they're faces. . Argghh! As if they are disgusted to dance that number. Haays. Ofcourse, compared to the seniors they are nothing. ( Am i being boastful or what?! HAHA ) Our dance number was superb! We are all, ofcourse, synchronized. We have happy looks on our faces. We are all having fun! And it is because our music was disco (DISCOtillion). Hmm, anyway. . The food was great. Stuffed Breast Chicken with wine sauce. It was delicioso! And ofcourse the dessert. Hmm, the dessert. . Well, I've eaten 5 tiramisu? HAHA. I ate my classmates' dessert while they were dancing. Instead of being wasted, why not eat it, right?! ( FYI, I'm not a fat person. My waist is 24. Haha, beat that. I eat all the time. ANd yet, my waist is still that thin ^_^ ) Anyway, I danced till midnight. Except ofcourse for the love songs. I didn't bother to dance. I just ate the tiramisu left on the table. ;p Well, our prom ended at 12:00 mn. I was supposed to attend a "get together" party after that, but I was too tired to go. So, I just stayed home and rest. And that's that. Harhar! And by the way, there are some scenes that I didn't bother to type here. Well, ofcourse, it's a secret between my other friend. Hihi! ;p
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Posted on July 02, 2006 @ 12:20 pm
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After all day of editing my friendster profile, I'm finally done... Although there are still minor adjustments needed, I think it will do just fine. I still need to figure out how to pull out the testimonials and stuff. O_o *dizzy*.
Azelie~
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| Every end leads to a beginning |
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Posted on July 02, 2006 @ 11:59 am
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"Everything ends when it is time to, but every end leads to a beginning. Just like how the harsh winter gives way to the joys of spring, and how spring ends to meet the birth of summer. I stand proud, against the elements’ billowing of their threats on me, never to falter. For change is constant."
Azelie~
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| Marimite novel translations |
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Posted on June 04, 2006 @ 7:49 am
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Just found this site today. http://ziggr.com/mariasama/ You can find here the fan translation of the first Maria-sama ga Miteru novel, corresponding to the first 3 episodes of the anime.
Azelie~
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| Hello! World |
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Posted on May 27, 2006 @ 10:21 pm
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Hello! peeps. Anyways, I just started here and still figuring out how to use its option. I just hope someone will be kind enough to add me as a friend.
Azelie
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